Wow. Uhm, not posted in 20 days. Go Jess!

Well erm... ok... listing bits:

-- Being hooked up by one of Scarlett's friends... uhh yeah.
-- Her and I are OK with eachother and can laugh once again
-- Charlie made the unecessary comment about not fucking up this boy, making me cry
-- Daniel is now dating someone else
-- Josh still likes me I suppose
-- I've talked to Chris about as much as Billy
-- Ashe comes home Friday! YAY!
-- Cory got a new job and I'm super jealous...
-- Bri quit again, so now I'm pushin 40 hrs again. Fat paycheck for the con FTW.
-- Started playing WoW more with Terald and this new guy Jim at work
-- The guy Scarlett introduced me to... David... he's a nerdy type, and asian. That's all I really know about him right now and that's ok.
-- HES NEVER BEEN KISSED OMG WHUT
-- I'm super lovin Taylor Swift and Miley Cyrus right now

I think I made a mistake by kissing Daniel. I don't like him. I did it because he wanted to so badly.

Josh? Billy. That's all I have to say.

So now I am alone. And I want to cry. But I can't. I'm pissed. Frustrated. My love life is a dead end.

I'm so done.

HOLY. SHIT.

Just but a month ago I met Chris... and he called today, reminding me of the party. That was a little bit like OMG-ish.

Then Celia texted me all like... well, exactly: OMG HAVE STUFF ABOUT CHRIS TO TELL YOU.

Of course I instantly think bad things. Like he has a 2nd wife. Or he has the herpily-derpilies.

Oh no... first thing... "Yeah so his wife told me that he wouldn't stop talking about you." OH. MY. GOD. WHAT?! She went on about how his wife is chill with me... and how Chris has been depressed that I haven't called. Of course now all my mentality about dating is all, "If he wants to talk to me, he will call. He will make it happen." Also the whole wife thing did freak me out a bit and Celia told her that. Chris' wife said that she WANTS him to have a girlfriend, and for that to be ME. This is like... the best news I've ever heard in a LONG time. The whole poly thing still makes me sad because I know I can't ever like... "bring him home to mom" or anything, or have a serious relationship. Ugh. I don't know if I should... dive into this or... be single. AGH.

But I'm super excited.