I hate it the days I miss Canyon.

At least it isn't Charlie, for once.

Oh noes, forgive me!

Why haven't I posted?

I moved to my gma's old haus, so I haven't had internet. My phone is also fucked up, so I can't even get on half the shit I need to.

Dustin finally came to see me after 11 years of knowing him and I couldn't be more excited. I really, really hope that he stays in Richmond so we can finally be close enough to not have to 1, 2, 3 videos.

In other news, Charlie will not go away in my dreams. In some form or fashion he is in there. He's been there to take me back, marry me, dump me, cheat on me, and everything else under the sun. I haven't been depressed about him during those days where he has been in my dreams except one, so I don't understand.

Here's to a good night's sleep, WITHOUT HIM.

BEDA

Blog Every Day April has arrived, again.

WELL JESSICA YOU HAVEN'T KEPT UP YOUR SEMI-PRIVATE TUMBLR, HOW ARE YOU GUNNA MAKE SURE TO DO THIS?

Idk, I am going to try.

I went to class today even though almost everybody skipped... which I could see why, it was a beautiful day. I almost skipped myself to go to Busch Gardens with Emily.

Blahblah etc... erm.

I was walking into Walgreens and... Charlie was just in front of me. My heart raced like crazy, I couldn't breathe for a minute... and I'm over it.

April Fools.

I feel like dying. I am trying REALLY hard not to over react, but I fucking bawled my eyes out in the car. I am helpless.